It's 8th of December here, and a few more minutes to go for a date-change. Here I'm disclosing something that I've been keeping in my heart since ever. I have never liked winters. My cheeks may turn pink in winters but my heart goes all pale. At times I wish if I could trap the soul of winters inside a glass-bottle somehow, and throw that away into the sea, so that the winters could never come back to my life.
But that's just one of those weird thoughts. I keep thinking on the reason behind my dislike for the winters.
'I might have expired of shivering in any of my last births', I wonder :) . But that's again another weird thing to think. When my friends go busy with all their plans of going to hills, enjoying snowfall, and making snowmen, I prefer to stay snoring inside my quilt. Okay let me think seriously now. :D
Well, I think and I see, winters approach when a year is about to collapse. And this reminds me of another year gone without any fruit. Deep in my thoughts I keep asking myself what am I gaining in my life. Work, money, and all that all are collecting..
Does this all really matter?
And what does really matter? I keep realizing that the roll of years takes really no big time in getting all spent.
I keep realizing that this year started like a few days ago only! And in a mere few more days, one long year shall say goodbye for ever. Another year, and the same roll of seasons and months, shall come to begin and go to end in another few days.
I don't know how long shall my play be in this world. I don't know the purpose of my life; forget of the accomplishment of the same! The spring of days and years shall keep flowing. Shall I stay like a mere observer and so a mere loser of this flow only? Or shall I ever be able to get a shower of life through this?
So I'm guilty-conscious actually. I'm not doing what I ought to. So it's not for the winters, but for the time that I've not been utilizing in the way it ought to actually. Years don't take a longer time than a day to get spent, I keep thinking this way. And see, in the meanwhile the date has got changed. Time to sleep now, and I see if the new dawn gives me a new reason to like this season.
Good night world! :)
But that's just one of those weird thoughts. I keep thinking on the reason behind my dislike for the winters.
'I might have expired of shivering in any of my last births', I wonder :) . But that's again another weird thing to think. When my friends go busy with all their plans of going to hills, enjoying snowfall, and making snowmen, I prefer to stay snoring inside my quilt. Okay let me think seriously now. :D
Well, I think and I see, winters approach when a year is about to collapse. And this reminds me of another year gone without any fruit. Deep in my thoughts I keep asking myself what am I gaining in my life. Work, money, and all that all are collecting..
Does this all really matter?
And what does really matter? I keep realizing that the roll of years takes really no big time in getting all spent.
I keep realizing that this year started like a few days ago only! And in a mere few more days, one long year shall say goodbye for ever. Another year, and the same roll of seasons and months, shall come to begin and go to end in another few days.
I don't know how long shall my play be in this world. I don't know the purpose of my life; forget of the accomplishment of the same! The spring of days and years shall keep flowing. Shall I stay like a mere observer and so a mere loser of this flow only? Or shall I ever be able to get a shower of life through this?
So I'm guilty-conscious actually. I'm not doing what I ought to. So it's not for the winters, but for the time that I've not been utilizing in the way it ought to actually. Years don't take a longer time than a day to get spent, I keep thinking this way. And see, in the meanwhile the date has got changed. Time to sleep now, and I see if the new dawn gives me a new reason to like this season.
Good night world! :)
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